As the End of the Year 2024 is coming, I think it’s good time to make some retrospective and look back.
It will be almost 1 year and half since I published summary of current situation named Pandemic conclusion 2023. I still remember siting on train and watching the speech from James Lindsay about Woke named “Cultural War Against Europe”, when I seen it, I was like - "Holy crap, they're really going after us.".
Since then many things happened. It’s never easy to admit it but I was probably living in some illusion, some kind of different reality or universe probably.
I knew even before pandemic, that there is something wrong with the system - specially with academia. It didn't made sense the things which were happening but I thought it’s just only some anomaly but in general, the direction is right and we just to need improve few things.
The White Rabbit - 2020
In past times, I did believed that people in general are warm, kind, understanding and educated. I really believed that.
Also I had trust in the system and even though it might be imperfect, I believed that everyone interest is to fix the system so we can live good life and improve our selfs. I mean, nobody would wanted to live in pain, bad health or hurt others. Right?
I had belief that the movies what we are seeing are only fiction and the history or monuments are there for us as reminders to never repeat it again. I really thought, that EU is there to prevent the war and improve our lives, same with NATO. It didn't occurred to me, that it could be differently.
My faith was that our elders know more than us and that we all are expanding our knowledge and building on previous experiences.
I was wrong and it’s for sure hard pill to swallow. I don't want to enumerate the harms or discoveries which we found in what reality we really live. It's described in "Twenty Grim Realities Unearthed by Lockdowns" and for me personally, it's a closed chapter. Either reform it completely or start from scratch new.
We live in Mad World
There is nice song from Donie Darko called Mad World.
For me the only logical explanation about what I seen is that we truly live in mad world as Niel Oliver mentioned.
It’s like the joke, which Woody Harrelson made in SNL opening:
The biggest drug cartels in the world get together and buy up the media and politicians & force the people to stay locked in their homes and people can only come if they take the cartel’s drugs.
It wasn't joke, nothing from the last 4 years was joke - not a single thing. They meant it dead seriously. And the results are here.
The reality around us
Just to understand what is the reality, in our region there is written statement on doctor office which states this:
I warn very strongly against the mRNA vaccine for covid. And certainly not at the same time as the flu vaccine. There is a risk of very serious and permanent health problems; even death," reads a note lying on a table in his waiting room. With the caveat that this is definitely not some hearsay information, but his own experience. In our practice, we record a number of health impairments - quite clearly related to the covid vaccine. In view of the seriousness and fulfilment of the criminal offence in the promotion of Covid vaccines, I am preparing, together with lawyers, criminal charges against those responsible, including doctors.
It's real - if someone is interested, I can share original.
Our Health Minister which still propagates those vaccines was recently hospitalized and had discovery for prostate cancer tumor.
Another of our MP memeber died stating this:
According to the record, he should have literally stated, 'Well, I'll make you happy, I got a flu shot and a covid shot at the same time yesterday. Yesterday at 8:00 p.m. My wife vaccinated me at home, she's a nurse. So if I have a heart attack in a fortnight and die, you'll say it was because of the vaccine.
Two days later he was dead.
In our newspapers, there is huge section of necrologs of persons who dies this year and they are really many.
I never seen this and even talking with my grand-mother she as well noticed that many people disappeared during the vaccination campaing to heaven. I am not sure, how long she will be here with us as it worsened for her as well.
For me is now kind of mystery, where is the outrage. There is not censorship anymore - at least I didn't encourage it so much. In written text or speech you can now talk about it and even the crazy people are not commenting or nobody is blocking it as we seen during the last 4 years. If they want to communicate they can. Nobody is blocking them now. Channels are wide open. But still, silence.
Where is the outrage?
I am still asking this question and I think there will be none. I would say it’s now accepted fact and people know. There are no more blank spots like what happened or why but people simply somehow adopted it as normal reality.
Even if you tell them, they just say that they want to focus on their life or family or some political change. But this is not, what you expect from people, when you telling them that someone is trying to kill them. At least I wouldn't have expected it.
I don't think, that sharing with them more facts will much help. They know already and it’s also in the news or there hints almost everywhere - in radio or during conversation, there is no dispute about what happened and how they did it. I even wrote few articles, the reports are there all the facts, in plain sight.
But still nobody is asking any questions, nobody is interested, they simply accepted their faith or something.
Who knows. Yes, I was wrong. I indeed expected outrage, I expected people to fight for their live with any means. I thought that first time the message will be confirmed - in 2021 people will ask me for phone number, start gathering, writing and planning what to do or how to end it.
The results? The vaccines are still recommended and even for kids 6 months old. The population is shrinking 10% per year and nobody even want’s to talk about it?
Those are Hunger Games. And the biggest idiots are leading them.
I do have big hope for the USA to tell truth. The Trump victory with covid dissidents showed, that there is some will to live and resist. The USA if correctly transformed can escape this strange fog of madness. Fight, fight for your lives and even throw rocks if necessary.
The Acceptance
For me it's time to accept where do we live and how the society works. I did had very nice dream of smart, educated, healthy, strong and prosperous society. With people working together and sharing some national identity, vision and being nice to each other. Something like USA in 1990s.
I believed in scientific progress as well as Internet as tool of liberation and connecting the best minds. I didn't expected what will come with propaganda, social networks and how our leaders will completely sell us out to genocide. That was kind of new to me, honestly.
The time has come to accept the sad reality and just move on. I will miss the Kafka adrenalin of The Process, I did liked the adventure and the constant hunt on dissidents. It really made you feel alive and improve your senses, if someone is coming to get you or not.
For me there is now no more danger. With Trump backing us, we are not anymore the scapegoats in society.
I don't believe in any other pandemic. Mostly because they have the war in Ukraine from which they can profit and kill people there and also because I simply stopped to take them seriously. I don't watch local TV and don't read what they write. It’s just a stupid bulls*hit.
My faith in doctors is very low, I do trust them only with things like surgery and even there, I will probably ask if they know what they are doing. The science is mostly joke, no offence.
What next?
Well, it’s time to start over and return back, where they catch me off guard in March 2020. New job is promising start how to throw everything behind my back and pretend, that we are again happy and sunny society.
I do have hope, that there is small group of people which are not crazy or suicidal. It's time to find them and hold to them. I am sure there are some somewhere around - I would like mix of healthy and smart but we will see, what can be found.
I want to return back to sports, healthy life style, start a family, make peace with old family, continue to write about something interesting, get my hand on good books from older times and travel or make some community.
The-Covid-Story for me seems closed now. No matter how many new discoveries it will bring, it can not surprise me anymore. If they decide to kill another millions, I think I know already procedures and escape routes. I will keep it as archive, if someone will be interested or there will be some discussions somewhere.
The collaboration from common people or some resistance I don't expect. If there would be similar situation in future, it’s good to take basic things and just run before the crowd can get formed. They don't want to be saved, they want to take you with them. Maybe I am too cruel but it’s personal decision. Nobody can force you to fight for your life if you decided not to fight.
It was indeed very strange 4 years and I would never expect to live something like that. Nether the less, I did liked the constant action. Even when the progressives lost and someone completely corrupted them, if this kind of motivation and action would be directed for positive goal, we could be living in really nice society with healthy and happy people.
I also liked the discussions, ideas sharing, coffee and different cultures, that’s always fun. The spiritual and intellectual brain needs exercise and doesn't matter how rich or smart you are good book is good book and ideas are spreading like a worm in the brain. We know that from Yuval.
Maybe I look forward, if there would be some book about the whole COVID coup (maybe from Brownstone Essays) or some comprehensive summary exactly how the whole thing was planned and executed. Also some societal analysis about current society like The Great Turning or Superbloom are very intriguing titles.
I just really hope, they will not catch me next time off guard or unprepared like in 2020. I think the securing of the IT, Communication Channels and Media infrastructure was critical and hopefully it will hold for some time.
Well and that’s it. Probably it’s the whole story, what has happened. Hard to say, what will be next. Maybe really Aliens from Mars? Or people outside will be Zombie again? Or Daleks from Doctor Who?
Who knows, what ideas can be born in the human brain. If you will feed the brain with good material, then good ideas. If you will connect him with evil, then the worse can happen. I personally prefer more the good light side.
We will see, what will happen…