Lessons learnt - part I.
Self-reflection of last 5 years
It is very hard to reflect properly on last 5 years as so many things has happened. Still, as Mattias Desmet encouraging us, we should try to engage in truth speech and be able to deal with reality around us.
When I return in my mind to the beginning of year 2020 I am still getting a feeling of shakiness and dizziness in my stomach. Maybe it’s the post-traumatic syndrome, but for me, it seems like a natural response. My own body is trying to deal with the emotional baggage and still processing the feelings of anger, abuse, nudging, unjust accusations, tyranny, lies and betrayal of intellectuals, close friends, colleagues, family and society as whole.
March 2020
It all seems to me like it was yesterday. I have just returned from my exchange stay in Germany and moved to Prague to finish my master studies on University of Economy, Faculty of Informatics and Statistics. Everything was going well, economy was booming, people were going out, celebrating, travelling, doing sports, going to parties, enjoying company of others and discussing current news in cafeterias or in parks. We all have been enthusiastic about the new technology development and looking with optimism what will future bring to us.
This all changed on that fateful day of 7th March 2020. It was one day after we had gala prom in Zofin palace of Charles University, where almost 600 hundred people were present. We stayed late and I have returned in early morning. Second day I just remember, that outside was nobody and the "government" announced closure of the country.
I heard before some news from my friends about some strange virus in China which supposed to be deadly, but I didn't pay attention to that. I was thinking, all right, those idiots do know what they are doing, maybe something really happened and we are now in some danger. It's better to be conscious, so they rather preventively advise us to stay home and protect our selves.
It's only few days, before they will gather more knowledge and evaluate how dangerous the situation is. Maybe, the elderly are in danger and we need to help them. The week will be fine, we can just stay home and it will be like some kind of holiday.
Metro was empty, nobody there, trains empty, only scared personell yelling on everyone to wear the mask. In shops, the longer-term canned food was sold out as everyone was panicking that there will be no more the next day. The shopping centres were closed only, except for big supermarkets and masks selling stores. It was like from the movie I am legend.
In this time, the only allowed sport was outside running as pools, gyms and fitness centers were closed and even there the idiots imposed rule to wear a mask during running (I tried it once before I discovered it's complete nonsense and incredibly unhigienic) and outside you couldn't stay after 10 pm, police was bitching when someone didn't have mask, no gatherings and other nonsense. I will not go into it again as when I am just writing it my blood is boiling in my veins.
All of this was complete nonsense. I knew it, and I just couldn't believe that all the idiots around not only obeyed it but they believed it and even enforced it on others.
There was not a single person, who would not obey the rules. For them, it was a good thing to make complete idiots from themselves. I still remember going to office and meeting in lift the General Director which was asking me what kind of rules are for the masks currently in place and how to wear it.
In summer 2020 when the idiots allowed their pets to go on vacation and didn't force them to wear the masks outside and in public transport, I understood how crazy this whole is. But I still thought, that the mentally undeveloped people just do it because they don't know that it's not effective. It was just a matter of time to present them evidence, that the virus is not deadly for them and they don't have to worry about it. I even wrote few steps like get some sunshine, no stress, human contact, vitamin D and exercise on my blog but nobody cared.
Our media were constantly bringing messages and pictures of how bad this virus is at home and also in foreign countries. Before the lockdown, I planned to go in summer to Nice, France to take summer course of French Language. Due to the remote Zoom stupidity I decided to cancel it and instead to go to Valencia in Autumn 2020 to verify on my own eyes, how the deadly pandemic is really affecting the country.
There I simply understood, that this whole pandemic is just mental craziness. I couldn't believe it, those people supposed to be educated, smart, academically trained and should be able to argue or at least see the reality around! For hell, there are no dead bodies on streets, I am still alive, and I didn't obey any protocols, if there would be something you would already see it or would be infected with it.
But no, this topic of the WHO is our God and can not be disputed. Also, maybe we know, that it's not like that but due to politics we will go with it anyway - also Bitcoin is going to the moon, so why to bother with any morality or truth? We study university, believe in God but it has nothing to do with wisdom, moral or any science at all.
At that time, I lost completely any respect to any "scientist" or "Western intellectual" who didn't stand up and said something against it. Specially with schools and kids. I still remember my time in high-school and university, it was unthinkable to not go to school during the year, maybe only when there were "coal holidays" as in winter there was no heating. I couldn't believe that they forced kids, young students and newcomers to university to get locked for a whole year at home. I would get crazy from it for sure.
When we had discussion with my classmate from Law Faculty in pub about the school restrictions, I asked him “But what about the kids or students? They will suffer a lot” the answer was “Screw the kids, we care only about politics and profit”.
Next time, it's better to burn the place down then to hold it till you will get over your fear of germs. You lost all the academic credibility and all the respect which there could be left for someone who call him self "intellectual".
As for now, I think it’s better to conclude this part of retrospective and close it here. The next parts will be about dealing with this mentally ill society, forced vaccine and also what really the history of Kafka, Fascim and current people mentality mean for future.
Well done you on not allowing the propaganda to cloud your judgement.
Despite your thoughts, you mainly went along with it because you had little choice. That is what I have become to realise from the past few years, that we live in a system.
Thousands of years ago, maybe the people who run the system moved across from the Middle East to Europe. Power came from the military resources and commerce that they controlled.
The industrial system and money has given them control in recent centuries and now it is evolving to digital technology.
Are they the same group who controlled things many years ago?. Maybe some are related but I tend to think of it as a blob of power that changes a little over time as the members come and go or get bigger or smaller. It does seem to me to appear as if the power is more concentrated now as global events are dictated from the centre. That centre often appears to be Switzerland but the members of that powerful elite are situated around the globe, day to day. If you took one out, another would take their place or the others would fill the gap and grab more of the spoils for themselves.
We are told there are power factions eg Russia, China, US, BRICS etc but in reality national borders are not relevant when it comes to doing what is dictated by the system.
The pandemic never existed. Did a Covid 19 virus? Well, if it did, it never acted as was described, so there may just have been some sort of attack on humanity at various places around the end of 2019 to spark the flames of panic. A man made "virus" or an energy weapon for example. But this latest project by this current "elite" (others are wars, 9/11 etc), has just revealed the simmering industrial-technological system for what it is.
If it is not destroyed, it will continue to suck us into a digital matrix. It will either implode or enough people will have to wake up to the fact that we don't have to live like this, controlled by the centre. We can live more naturally and regain physical and mental health by overthrowing not governments but the economic and technological basis of the present society.